I have actually refrained myself about writing about Mr. Anwar Ibrahim for a long time. Quite a feat actually, considering that I think myself as a ’socio-political’ blogger, and Malaysian politics these days revolve around Mr. Anwar.
10 years ago, in 1998, when he was sacked from his post as Deputy Prime Minister and charged with corruption and sodomy, I was only 15 years old. Yet, the reformasi wave swept me and even though I was too young to actually join in the rallies and demonstrations, I was convinced of his innocence, as many people did. Even more so for me, as my family was directly involved in the events leading up to his sacking.
I remembered the sense of anger amongst the people at that time. The internet revolution was just beginning and not many had access to it. So those with internet access would print out pieces of information from the internet and distribute amongst family and friends. His subsequent beatings at the hands of the then Inspector General of Police and the legal circus that he was subjected to made people angrier. The opposition gained a lot of support, riding on the wave of emotion on what Mr. Anwar had to endure.
Yet, I did notice that in school, opinions on the issue from those people that actually cared about politics were varied. Being teenagers, we were influenced by our parents, and as such, what my schoolmates thought of the issue at that time reflected the public perception at large. Some believed that he was a sodomite. Some, like me, didn’t.
Ultimately though, when the 1999 General Elections came, Mr. Anwar’s tribulations did not echo deep enough into the hearts of Malaysians as one would imagine. Yes, UMNO lost a few seats and PAS gained Terengganu, but Barisan Nasional still retained its two thirds. A mere hiccup to the ruling party, but no reason to ring the alarm bells.
Analyzing the results in hindsight, although there was a massive swing in Malay support, non-Malay votes for the Barisan held firm, if not increased. Many people, rightly so, opted for the devils in the government that could give them stability, rather than the unknown entities making up the opposition. Events in Indonesia did not help: the fall of the Suharto regime was marred by violent riots that were directed at ethnic Chinese. In the end, apart from Mr. Anwar, there were no other major issues that could turn the elections.
Fast forward 10 years later, and some 3 months ago we saw an unprecedented elections result. The man widely credited in orchestrating the widespread gains of the Pakatan Rakyat was Mr. Anwar. Some say that Anwar had made a political comeback. Some called him the ‘Prime Minister in waiting’. Some see him as Malaysia’s saviour.
10 years ago, I was a teenager. Easily influenced, highly emotional. I could not see the bigger picture. If I could vote, I’d probably would vote for the opposition because of Mr. Anwar.
10 years later, my decision to cast my vote for the opposition had nothing to do with the ex-Deputy PM. Yes, I attended some of his talks and rallies, and whilst there were immensely enjoyable, my decision on March 8 was not influenced by Mr. Anwar.
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10 years later, I believe that I am mature enough to think rationally. I am not so willing to jump on the Anwar-led Pakatan bandwagon, even though I am sick of the present administration. My ‘objectivity’ will not allow me blindly support Mr. Anwar, even though I admit that I am attracted to his reform agenda.
This is because Mr. Anwar, whether he wants to admit it or not, caries some political baggage from his past. This was a man who was a student leader, jailed for his anti-establishment tendencies, and subsequently joining the party whom he directed his fiery speeches against in his student days. Mr. Anwar, undeniably, was a part of the very same flawed government and flawed political party that are now his political opponents. I myself have heard stories of some of Mr. Anwar’s questionable actions in the past. It has not helped that Mr. Anwar’s has a bad track record with his close friends. Mr. Chandra Muzzafar, Mr. Nalla Karrupan and Mr. Ezam are some of the high-profile friends of Mr. Anwar who have subsequently turned against him, with a vengeance.
Understandably, there are many who view him with suspicion.
Can a leopard change its spots, his detractors ask. Has Anwar Ibrahim has truly changed?
I cannot answer that. That is why I’m still reserving my judgment on Mr. Anwar.
But if we believe that people can change, then what does it take for people to change? Surely, what Mr. Anwar had endured, being smeared all over the media, being called a sodomite, being beaten up and jailed, surely these are things that would change someone. Surely the pain of being separated from the family he loves and the solitude of prison would be enough for someone to change for the better?
I want to believe that he has changed. That Mr. Anwar is the man to lead our country forward.
Because right now, Mr. Anwar is promising reforms that appeals to me. Yes, his detractors will say that it is merely empty promises and sweet talks to entice us, but isn’t politics the art of promise? Isn’t talking what the present government is doing as well? What more, the present government actually has the means to ‘walk the talk’ but yet all they do and all we get is merely talk. Where is the judicial reform? Where is the ACA reforms? Where is the media freedom?
In a situation where all that we have is talks and promises, Mr. Anwar’s words are far more appealing that the government’s.
Another thing which Mr. Anwar has and the present government doesn’t is the ability to unite Malaysians, regardless of colour and creed. Look at his ceramahs. We see Malaysians sitting together as one, united in hope and admiration for their hero. And these people need no compulsion, they need no promise of free food or RM100 ‘duit makan dan minyak‘ or whatever. They came voluntarily.
In a country whose unity needs severe reparations, Mr. Anwar’s ability to unite is surely a plus point.
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At the height of his influence, just as he was knocking on the door of Putrajaya (so he claims), we were shocked to learn that his 23 year old aide had filed a police report that Mr. Anwar had sodomized him.
Yesterday, at 1.15 am, I received an SMS update from the Star:
An aide of a senior opposition politician has alleged in a police report that the politician sodomized him, he has been warded in hospital.
At that time, I wondered who the ’senior opposition politician’ was. My mind never contemplated Mr. Anwar at all.
When I checked Malaysiakini, imagine my shock to know that the ’senior opposition politician’ that allegedly sodomized his aide was Mr. Anwar.
I could not believe it.
1998, all over again?
From then on, things happened like a whirlwind. Mr. Anwar released a press statement, denying the allegations as fabrications. Pictures of his accuser were distributed all over the internet, the most telling one being the picture of him with an assistant to a high-ranking minister at the lobby of the said minister’s office. Prime Minister Abdullah Badawi denied any government involvement. Mr. Anwar, claiming that he fears for his personal safety, has sought refuge in the Turkish embassy. All this are reported on the internet and I don’t think I need to repeat them to you.
To me, it’s the timing that casts the biggest doubt to this latest facade. After public opinion of the present government is at an all time low with the fuel price increase and fears of inflation, after the Barisan Nasional is feeling the heat in the form of rebel SAPP MPs and a certain statutory declaration, we suddenly have another person who accused Mr. Anwar of sodomizing him. Coincidence?
That is why I feel so menyampah. It is so distasteful. I feel sick.
I wonder to what depths can some people plummet to in their attempts at holding onto power. I had hoped that we have moved on since 1998. Apparently, I was dead wrong.
To the unseen hands that cooked up this latest facade; shame on you.
We Malaysians have matured since 1998. If not many believed it then, even less will believe it now. Do not test our patience, please. Do not think we’re stupid.
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Do I trust that Anwar has changed? I hope he has. I’m still reserving judgment.
Do I think Anwar is a sodomite? No.
I knew that he wasn’t in 1998 and I believe that he isn’t now.